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Friday, December 18, 2009
Comfortable @ 2:06 PM
Freak bitch baby is back,bitches!!
WOOHOOOOOOOO.
I was in pain like hell when i was in the recovery room. I couldn't take it anymore.
It was dramatic,i smacked the bed seeking attention as the pain was driving me insane.
The nurses inject me with morphine. Then,i fell giddy and weak. But i didnt went to sleep.
I was then transferred to the day surgery ward where it was soooooo sexy.
Wait,before that,i fought with mum. The story is veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long.
Just that me and my brother didnt like her unfairness towards me & brother.
She is wayyyyyyy to supportive for my sister.
The other time,my sis called her and said she was fainting,my mum started crying.
But yesterday,when i started crying like fuck,she was emotionless.
Sis texted me and said she is cold as ice and we must accept it.
You've never shown me true mother and daughter love.
She didn't went home yesterday night. Everybody is worried sick.
She came home in the morning and ignored all of us. I was like,
"CANT YOU SEE IM IN PAIN?! CANT YOU SPARE ME A THOUGHT,MOTHER?!"
>:/
Okayyyy,so It was this 4 bed room and there was only one person in front of me.
There was a tv for each bed and the window was beside me. Scary much.
I pressed the button for the nurses unnecessarily and they were quick,which was good.
They were caring and treated me like a princess seriously since i was young and needed tender loving care.
I am home now because i wanted to be at home.
The tube that collects oozes of my blood is still attached to the operation area and its fucking painful.
I can't walk straight. My spine hurts,my neck hurts,everything hurts. :(
I got a 10 days MC. OMJAY. LIKE WTF.
I NEED A LIFE,GOD DAMN! I WANT TO GO OUT AND ENJOY MYSELF!!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
Okay,i need rest.
Thanks for all the wishes,friends. ALL of them made me cry.
I appreciate all of you!!! :D
Oh and good luck N level kids! Love all of youuu!