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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Last post? @ 10:43 PM
Presenting,the ever so cheerful and goofy,
Noor Usmah Bte Nasiman.

To whom it may concern;
I will try to be the strongest girl you have ever seen.
I've dealt with such a huge blow since June and the news has been haunting me every night.
I've never been in my right state of mind since that faithful day.
Not being able to do something most people can.
Now,as you can see,i am not that afraid to tell everyone that i have some sort of sickness.
You want to know why? Because i lived with it already.
For months i've been trying and trying to pull myself together.
I successfully have.
Now,its time. Time for me to face the obstacle. The obstacle that will change my life forever.
I hope,after this,i don't have the mindset that i can do anything that i want.
If the operation is successful,i can't wait to see the smiles of my family,dine with my friends at Sakura.
There's a lot of things in life i still want to do. :)
Friends,pray for me? Just a minute of your prayer will do wonders.
I think it will end around 2-3. But i dont think i will be awake but i hope i am.
Because i really want to see my friends and family.
The surgeon said there will be slight complications like bleeding and stuffs so i have to stay longer in the hospital for a couple of days.
TanTockSengHospital.
I need to sleep before my big day. I need to wake up early. Feeling sleepy right now.
Goodnight and goodbye everyone.
If there is a beam of light shining right before me when i'm sleeping in the operation theater, do you think i should proceed or recede?