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Monday, February 22, 2010
Those days.. @ 2:10 AM
Its just those days where you have school but you are wide awake in the early morning. Yes. I'm having school at 9. Have to wake up at 7 and now's 3 am.
Im using my phone to blog so it will be kinda long. *dont know why*. Anyway,i realized my blog lacks of long posts. So here it goes.

You want to know more about my life recently? Farrera Dopre actually has no life at all. No,kidding. Haha. Last week,i was out almost every single day due to the 1 week holiday.
I had fun,with friends. I love all of you so so much. If you know my relations with you are drifting,you should ask me out. Because i never fail to say no.

On a second thought,ive been rejecting quite a lot of offers by guys who wants to meet me. No,i am not flaunting,boasting,whatever.
I just want to share that and say sorry to all of them. I am just not ready for whatever is in store for me if its about love or dating or courtship.
I really would just want to back off from all of that shit.
Although i know that company by friends is not enough,i'm just so afraid to face reality head on like some people. I'm timid. Shy. Scared.

No doubt,i am contacting a handful of guys who are willing to listen to me talk nonsense at night,early mornings and such.
Who would want to reply me even if i was feeling moody and gave them ''k'' answers.
Thank you guys so much. Of course,not forgetting my friends who are there for me as well. :I

Feeling lonely is part of my life and i lived with it. Though i may not seem lonely,my heart is yearning for someone to grab hold of it and run away with me.
You see,i am not sure of what i want. Do i want money? A successful career in the future?
Be the most famous graphic designer in Singapore? Freelance model photographer? Many friends?
Enjoy life and party like there's no tomorrow? A sincere and caring boyfriend? Go to University? Travel around the world?
I want all of that but it seems so impossible to achieve. Only foolish people would think otherwise.

I'm in Nanyang Poly now. Doing the course that i've always wanted. I'm one step closer to one of my dreams.
Even so,its pointless if i feel so miserable in school,at home,when im out with my friends. I want somebody who would caress me when i feel down.
Wrap his arms around me when i want him to. Stare into my eyes and show an assurance that he will be there for long.
Because i want something that last. So that i don't have to get hurt. I don't want to.

''EVERYBODY wants someone to be there for them. No matter how full of flaws your
partner is, its these imperfections that makes them special and that it made you fall
in love with them. Treasure them while they're still here.''


Welcome
Who am i?
Farrera Dopre / 17
Very into graphic design
Loves the night life
#Foreveralone