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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Your friendly bitch? @ 10:29 PM

Out of frustration,i satisfy myself with greed of lust and pleasure.
It was as if my mind was controlled with insensitive emotions that led me to do such things.
I was unfeeling towards people who care for me,i thought "so what?"
I was not thinking right,always believing in negativity. I couldn't stop myself.
What exactly was i frustrated about?
Where is the former Usmah whom all of you readers have known?
Why is it when i tell people that i'm innocent and decent,they won't even slightly agree?
Is it because i really am not that sort? Have i changed drastically into a bitch?
What was the cause of me being like this? Somebody help me... I'm losing myself.
Or have i lost myself already? All of these thoughts conquered my mind all day and night.
Goodnight.