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Thursday, July 8, 2010
i am back and i feel superb (not really) @ 6:52 PM

me,rae,mai,cherron,olivia,zan,kalzom,yunting,claire and zeon.
there's no use in hiding from everyone. friends will know where you are and stuffs like that.
unnecessary, really. its stupid when i think back.
anyway hi! i was busy everyday since there's school, assignments such as showing symbols to describe a situation.
i will show you guys one day, all of my accomplished works. for now,lets just say im just very busy and stressed with school.
without doubt, i love my class very very very very much. pretty much the ones above and some others.
been shisha-ing a lot. like a lot. to a certain extent that my lungs feel so heavy at times when i wake up from sleep and such.
yes,im addicted to ciggs now. once i have a pack, i cant stop. die faster? hey,everyone can die at any point of their life.
so fuck you if you think smoking kills people and is asking me to stop.
sadness overwhelmed me this week. been repeating "the only exception" and "break your heart" a lot of times.
why must guys give us so much hope? i mean like, ALL guys. if you're going to use us, why must you say things
which ain't worth saying at all in the first place and in the end hurt us? im content with friendship.
so dont make me fall for you if you dont want me to. if you have feelings for me,please make sure its only me.
i met Aqil just now when i had a break during school time. 12-3pm. he is headstrong and is working hard for a successful life.
he keeps talking about the future,his plans and all. i respect an independent man like him.
he wants to be an accountant and i wish him the very best of luck! oh,we went to town. followed him shopping at black chamber.
oh yeah to be honest, he looks fucking sexy! hurhur
i miss yazlynn very fucking much. :(
been a long time since i met you babe. saturday please?
<3
khairul adani, i once thought we could fall in love.